i’m in chicago right now, which is usually fun, but it’s just been weird. i miss my favorite girl/person ever and i miss new york and i miss not worrying every minute about what is the best possible course of action for me.
anyways, it’s the largest music fest i’ve ever played and i am feeling really great and intimidated at the same time. i am trying to have the best time possible, but i feel pretty one-track minded and worried at any given moment. i’ll see at the drive-in tomorrow and maybe feel better, but i just wanna sleep for a bit now.
can’t expect the worst AND hope for the best, it has to go one way or the other. i’m excited to go on this little mini-tour, but i’m really apprehensive about leaving at the same time. it’s been a weird week so far. goodnight.